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I Wish He’s My True Love

He can always handle me.

And it makes me more attached to him.

I love him so much. I might have been in love before, but it never felt this strong. So strong that I realize that this is a different love. So strong that I’m not interested in any other man. So strong that I don’t wanna get married unless with him.

I salute his patience to handle a girl with mental illness like me. He can always rebukes my mistakes or wrongdoings without hurting me. He can always teach me good lessons in life. He can change me into a better person. A man like him is the one I need. Yes, I need him.

I wonder if I can find someone like him. Never I feel “he is the right one for me” or “he is the best for me” before. Yes, that’s what I feel. Though I will never know God’s plan. Maybe for God, this man is not the best for me. Only HIM knows. Sometimes I want to be selfish and presumptuous to God by asking HIM to have me marry this man. Oh God, please forgive me.

I really hope he is my true love.

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National Broken Heart Day

My crush, Hamish Daud, got engaged with my doppelgΓ€nger, Raisa, last night.

Imagine how many male fans of her got their heart broken as she is considered one of the most beautiful women in Indonesia.

Not only the guys, but girls also had their heart broken because their dream-ideal-future-husband was finally officially taken. Including me, huhu.. Babang Hamish jahhaaaaaddd!! πŸ’”πŸ˜­

Hence, as a joke, people named today as National Broken Heart Day. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

But was I really literally broken because of that? Of course no. You can never compare your imaginary crush with your real crush, can’t you? 😏

Anyway, congratulations Yaya and Hamish! πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸ’πŸ’ž

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Buat yang pernah message saya πŸ˜˜

Dear readers/followers/friends,

Jika kalian mencoba untuk menghubungi saya via message, baik melalui email, maupun facebook, ada baiknya jika kalian memperkenalkan diri terlebih dahulu, juga memberi tahu dari mana kalian menemukan saya, baru setelah itu sampaikan maksud/tujuan kalian. 😘

Hal itu akan lebih sopan dan educated jadi saya juga akan senang membalas pesannya. Btw ini berlaku untuk kalian yang belum pernah saya kenal, apalagi ga temenan di sosmed. 😊

Jadi saya mohon maaf buat yang pesannya tidak saya buka/balas. Trims 😘

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